Sometimes I wonder if I erased myself from the world, what would it be like? Sometimes I wonder if I ran away & never came back, would they notice? Sometimes I wonder if I passed away, would they miss me? Sometimes I wonder who secretly judges me, what do they really think? Sometimes I wonder why I still feel so lonely, depressed, neglected, & misunderstood, when there are so many around me & only a few who “understand”? There are so many unanswered questions that I have, but I do know one thing. I DESERVE BETTER.