1. I HATE being MIA.

2. I feel like the whole fucking world is having fun, while I’m not.

3. I say I don’t care to hide that I really do.

4. When people hit me up, I feel special, cause I don’t get hit up as much as I used to.

5. My boyfriend gets hit up more than I do & it used to be the COMPLETE opposite.

6. I don’t think I can ever tell EVERYTHING about my life to ANYONE.

7. I keep a lot of feelings bottled up inside.

8. Sometimes I don’t really feel like a main.

9. I stop trying, because people don’t seem to get it.

10. I HATE when people give me attitude or are mean to me for no reason. Even if they don’t mean to be. I laugh it off, cause I’m a push over. But in my perfect world, I’D KNOCK YOU THE FUCK OUT.

11. I’m tired. Tired of feeling out of the loop, invisible, depressed, replaced, angry, & pretty much everything bad.

12. I eventually forgive, but I NEVER EVER. EVER. EVER. Forget.

QUESTION: Why do I feel so alone, when I have so many to fall back on?